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Eve
of a new year, funny how i still remember all the ones before
and what i was doing durrin that time. Its one of those things
where ya wanna be somewhere else but cant be. I hear the angel
speakin to me i wanna hold her...as the ball drops to the base.
i see her flying to be with the other angels durring this time.
so i sit and wait in my cave of a shell. Her voice still callin
to me like an echo. i reflect back to all the wispers of the past
i just want to call back out to her. Stand your ground the enemy
approaches from the west. lock your doors and ahand your weapons.
The other voices ring allowed, I hear what they say and they dont
know me anyway. voilent screams and the butchered souls i have
amassed within my cave taunting me. "You are a pitiful example,
and a waist of perfectly good skin". i blow it off and grasp at
the thought and hold my head high. Thinkin of my lips pressed
agaist hers at that one moment. The warmth of another next to
me. Her wings flap the cool wind blows across my face. i reach
out as she assends upwards. Bury my self in the sounds of the
music she has left with me. GET AWAY, RUN.. but my heart holds
me tight. i still stand my ground with my shield and sword. if
i could jump up to touch i would but my armor holds me back. i
look towards a new day one that shines well above all others.
i sit here making my resolutions for the coming year writing them
down. and i only have 4 that i want really to happen. i will do
all i can to do them no matter what the fuckers do to try n stop
me. small violence creeps upon me, but the wispers keeps me sane.
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