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Her wussy little water pokemon always lose, and anyway everytime she calls one of them she ends up with Psyduck!I'm thankful I.. Don't have to work today. I'm cranky. I am thankful I could sleep really late but for some reason i can't. Yet here i am awake writing in my journals. Amazed I can answer so many of these questions on Jeopardy, it must be Jeopardy for the retarded. This guy looks like he's having a seizure everytime he tries to buzz in. i flip the channel to see a rerun on the sci-fi channel. I think sometimes I am too hard on people. I have a tendency to expect everyone to see things the way that I do, to react to things the way that I would. I think that people should think like me, and when they don't, I'm disappointed. I've lost time and time again, seems a constant in my life. The other day was no exception all the little hints and things that where told to me i found out was a total lie. I am begining to think that thats why i was put here on this planet. "King Brandon The Wicked" rewording the song by pearl jam. ever noticed that country song by Garth Brooks "Shameless" well next time you listen to it say over the word shameless "Shaving". First time i ever heard that freakin song thats what i thought he said. "I'm shaving for all the world to see, blah blah blah", i dispise country music but 45% of the time at work i get bombarded with it. Theres just something about people who enjoy hearing about other peoples problems, or worse yet hearing about how they freakin lost someone. Depresses the shit out of me. Turn my station to 99X and listen to Limp Bizkit sing "My Way, Or The Highway". Bad thing is i keep hearing the song "Shimmer" by Fuel about 3 Times a day n all i want to do is scream. You hit the center of the human factor, yanno that point where you just know it will always be like this. Everything reminds you of moments in time you miss. A look from a person, a smell when someone walks by, or "a song". Get off work jump in my truck, shut the doors and scream at the top of my lungs singing to "Don't Care" by: Obituary, to just release stress. Music, is about my only release from things. helps me get my mind of crap.