Suffer the innocent, i have thought back and really tried to understnad my state of mind over the last 2 years. Everyime i've ever done anything i did what i did because i thought it was the right thing to do at the time. Others have done things towards me that to me, wether i felt it was the right thing to do or if i knew it was to hurt me. eventually i've forgiven them. I guess its because i'd hope they would forgive me if it was reversed. I't doesnt always work that way i guess. Over the last two years i've hurt a few people and i know i did. Not many can say they have never hurt anyone in one way or another. Its never been intentional for me to hurt anyone cuz i cant stand to see people suffer. Ive beaten my self countless times mentally for things i did and i still do. But its like i said i did what i thought was right at the time. I can appologize, say im sorry, do everything i know to do to make up for things ive done. But sometimes there are people who cant let go of the past and move on and forgive. Recently i've experienced that but was more revenge based. Things i did in the past couldn't be forgiven in there eyes, and in turn did back to me what was done in the past to them. They became who i used to be. The thing is i can forgive where they couldn't. Maybe one day they will see, and understand i never did the things in the past out of hate and forgive me and let me forgive them.