www.skintek.net - Skin Labs Inc. - Journal

We spend our life day to day when we should be goin second to second or minute to minute. Funny how we dont realize how much time goes by before we realize how much time we have really lost. months, years, decades, how long does it take before you realize how much you actually have lost? one minute your blowing candles out of a birthday cake and opening up gifts of nothing but toys, the next second your in high school smoking weed, getting drunk, and beating the shit outta some guy who looked at you funny. Then the next your in college busting your nuts cramming all the info in that you never learned in high school wondering "what the fuck was i thinking of back then". a minute or two later your sitting there thinking about the past wondering if the next minute you will return to that void of darkness. the good times the bad times.... what more can you say except "shit happens", someone should have givin that guy who made that bumper sticker an award or something. I've decided to make the most out of my life. im going to do my best to make my dreams come true durrin my time. ive gotten to where i write down alot so i never forget. even when your sleeping you have seconds thats what dreams are for, write them down to. theres alot id like to change about the past but im to the point where if i changed anything i wouldnt be who i am now. From the time spent with the women that has had the biggest impact on me to the time burring my knee in a guys crushed skull tryin to save his freinds life after they rolled there ford bronco. I've had flash backs from that constantly over and over the last three years. i dont know if it was the gore or the fact i went to school with all of them. Life is short live it up.