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I meet someone today that really sparks my interest a comet in the sky. Moving on seems to be alot easier than i thought it would be. I bear new armor now stronger better. My first has dissappeared again by the way, no word from her in over a week now. I guess this is why im beginning to clinch my heart and move on. This new girl is cool, she likes the things i like. The weird part is how we meet. I had started talking to one of my former online's "my rock" and i was willing to give us a go again but it seems as if shes not interested, she introduced me to her friend who i found out lives only 3 hours from me. It seems im putting my self in a triangle because my former online is giving the hint that i was givin up on her to easily. I want bluntness tell me what you want yanno fuck the bullshit. Another girl who i used to talk to "my sky" also has come around, shes from up north from where i live about 10 hours or so, i would really like to meet her. ive known her for about a year now. things didnt work out between us because of my feelings toward "my angel". Right now im puttin my self in the possition of ("if you want me, here i am"). Im not gonna play the games no more, the hide and seek. The running from your feelings mess. Its all getting a little lame. I am a single man, with no attachments, seeking a woman who wants to commit. she must be loyal, the same as i would be to her yanno. Yeah it sounds like im being a player with all the ladies im talking to but its not like that. The way i see it right now its a "Show Me" situation. Prove to me that im who you want to be with. Who ever can is who imma go to, be with and be loyal to. My sky i would have to say is a mystery she dont let on alot about her self i think theres more to her than shes letting on. Wish she was just more open and didnt question everything. The comet is at my level but shes to afraid to make the step to soon. My rock i would have to say is pertrified of what might be but inside wants something to happen. I wish life was cut and dry and to the point yanno. Tell me up front and BOOM im there.